Awakening

One thing that I am learning that is has astounded me is that I do not have to feel this way. I thought that my constant thoughts of perfectionism were normal. I did not realize the severity of it in my life. With my depression at its worst when I started, I was so used to thinking negatively and being angry that I did not even realize that I do not have to feel this way. I thought I would always think like this and that I was just really bad at dealing with it. I felt like if I did not worry constantly, then something bad would happen. I am learning now that I do not have to live this way. Even realizing this has given me a light at the end of the tunnel. I am feeling better everyday.